Do No More

From all of this, I've learned a whole lot. Yes surprisingly it still hurts. They say it's part of moving on, I say it's me grieving of something I loss. Something valuable. But what the loss brings besides the guard is things for me to stop doing when i stumble upon someone else, someone new.

1. To never talk about it. I'll keep it low. No point of talking about the two of you. Even if it doesn't work, you'll get used to it later on, not talking about it.

2. To never give songs as a token of affection. I have this close relationship with my songs, especially those which the lyrics i get so attached to. I would find new songs, perfect lyric just to give to that person so that it kept them thinking about me. Well, no more. Now, I can't even listen to any of them.

3. To never post/tweet anything about them. Refer to number 1, I'm keeping it safe. It is just embarrassing to tell the world how much you love that person and few months later, post a whole lot of how much you lost them.  I look liked a fool.

4. Hide your heart, guard them close. I'm keeping my distance from everyone. Only a few, countable ones that i am engaging to, but to a minimal. I just,  at this point like to be alone. Alone is something that you can depend to.


But that if is i do find someone new. I'm thinking of spending my whole life, hiding my heart away.


-ARRed-