21 More Reasons

Finally able to listen to Adele's new album, 21. Each track, every single song are just beautiful. It got me very emotional over the night and left feeling sad the morning after. It hits me that I will never be able to forget you at the same time able to forgive as well. She understands, thank you Adele.

Two songs,  each for this heart towards you, spoke of my contradictions clearly;

Take it All
Didn’t I give it all? Tried my best
Gave you everything I had. Everything and no less

Didn’t I do it right
Didn’t let you down
Maybe you got too use to having me around
So how can you walk away from my tears.
It’s gonna be an empty room without me right here

But go on and take it
Take it all
Don’t look back at this crumbling fool
Just take it all
With my love


I thought you loved me more than this

Don't You Remember

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more.

When was the last time you thought of me? Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know.

I think I need time to heal, haven't been giving that yet since the last day we spoke. If only you knew how hard this has been, if only you knew. Well, no point in showing it, hide it and walk away. Again, thank you Adele.

-ARRed-