Trusting Trust

I have trust issues too. And it gotten worse after getting to know few fake characters that walks in to your life, lie they way through and leave as though they did nothing wrong. Such denial.

See you meet people, and you think they are nice. You slowly let yourself loose, sharing secrets, being comfortable without realizing the danger you will put yourself into. Once you realized that it was all just a waste of your time and effort, you'll start questioning the point of starting it in the first place. Why bother? right.

Exhibit A: My maids. They'll leave, lie and do what's best for them anyway. And all you did was being nice to them, buying them lunch, asking them have they eaten, acknowledge that they are tired - and look what you get in return. Being nice to humans are so depressing.

A friend of mine asked me why lately I've been cold. Well, it's safer that way. Cause once I start trusting, i expect that you hold on to that trust and trust back in return. But now,  I just think all of it is just a waste of my time. What's worse when they feel like they did nothing wrong and have the pride to flaunt them back to your face.

Humans. How I wish i am cat instead.

-ARRed-