When it comes to relationship, i wasted a lot of my time on the wrong person. Thought it wasn't at first but now looking back, what a waste. My relationship or close-to-happen either ends with the other not feeling the same way, cheated or played on for far too long. I guess it is easy for people to make use of that out of me. And what's funny is that the longest it could go to is 8 months. I blame it on myself for awhile - for not being perfect. But after bad endings, heart broken and all of the anger accumulated, i stop caring. It's all roses at first but weeds later on. What's worse if time wasted when that person started it off at first.
Timing wise, let see how much time I have wasted. I've had 6 stupid relationship which I wasted time, money and even tears for. So let say maximum is 8 months that would make it 48 months! 4 Years of my life gone, wasted. 4 years maybe a mix of happiness, memories but still ended. 4 years to finally realize that I've had about enough. The last one just close the deal.
4 years and don't even know whether it meant anything to any of them. what a waste.
Now that I've started working, my priorities changes. I want my 4 years back, and I'm getting all of it back soon. Revenge is sweet. And to top it off, I am happier and more at peace with myself. Great work, good pay, nice place to work at, happier family, supportive friends and someone I could relied to, makes me happy. Thank you :)
Never knew that I am this strong. Given all the shit put through and love wasted, I deserve better.
-ARRed-
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