ARRn't

I guess the saying is true, once broken considered sold.
Ive been been putting up hopes out there all the time and only to be broken that it is making me more inhuman each day.

Thanks to all the lessons, I've become cold. From loving one so deeply, now I seriously do not know how to. I guess my heart just worn out on me. Traumatize. There is always that fear of opening up and the fear of losing. You tend to forget how to feel when you are so use of to feeling alone. That is why i cant no longer appreciate one's affection given. I just don't know how to.

Maybe it's best that all human stay away from me. I am that heartless. Don't show me affection because I don't think my heart is capable of accepting and responding just yet. Maybe soon. I don't know.



I should stop making excuses and just deal with it. Thank you.


-ARRed-